![]() I regret being too scatty, and not following the system. I wish I had been more professional/had more gravitas in my interview for the HIV band 6 specialist post. I am proud that I've reached out for help with my mental health and I am proud that I stayed critical of that help because I know myself best. I am proud of how well breastfeeding is going. I am proud of giving birth to my son at the birth center with no epidural or pain relief (save for a shot of Demerol during earlier labor). The rage has become my protective armor and I've felt so vulnerable, the rage is lways nearby at the ready to cloak myself with. ![]() ![]() Or, I wish I could feel my anger without feeling rage and being mean. Now, to set some goals and start moving forward. This last year I have been a little wrapped up in my own grief to have set goals, but I have taken steps to look after myself and my future. I would like to improve this more.Īt the same time I am proud to have at least made a step in the right direction. Too much stress keeps me from being present and there for my family. I have experienced again - at times - too much stress this year, although it has improved in comparison with last year. I need to push us to go and get involved. My excuses are pathetic, but right now all of our church options don't really fit, and it doesn't help that I like sleeping in. I miss connecting to God through worship and service. I wish I would've pushed to go to church more. I was proud that I lived alone in the United States. Instead of working a job i no longer enjoy and coming home numb and tired, plopping in front of the tv until its bed time, I wish i had found, or made, a purpose for my life beyond working and consuming. What I am most proud of is that I am slowly developing a client base and improving in my professional counseling skills. I wish I had saved more money and taken better care of my health. I am pretty proud of myself for handling some bumpy transitions with a fair amount of grace. I wish I had been more gentle in my dealings with loved ones. I wish I'd talked more and shared more, but with particular people. While it always makes me cry, I also feel good about the connection to him. ![]() I wish I had gone to more Friday night services to say kaddish for Brian. I am proud I finally got my degree (at 60 years old) with a 3.94 GPA. I am proud of my writing, buying a house and having a baby.ĭwelling in the past and regrets are the crutch of the weak minded. I wish I was more patient with my kids partner and dad. I'm proud that I have managed to stay happily married. Is there something that you wish you had done differently this past year? Alternatively, is there something you're especially proud of from this past year? ![]()
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